Waiting
Waiting for you to change your mind
To change your heart
To change your thought
Waiting for you to come out and say what needs to be said
To say that you need me
to say that you love me
Waiting for you to realize that I'm here.
Realize that you don't need anyone else.
Realize that I am here for you.
Waiting for me to understand.
Understand that you won't change
Understand that waiting is a waste of time!
Love and Hate
I would rather loved then hated
I would rather my smiles burn on to someone's face than
My frowns make someone cry!
I would rather be a good friend,
Every person can look up to me
with confidents rather than rude, cold looks.
The proper function of a person is to love
Not to hate.
I shall not waste my time
Trying to be cruel to people
I shall use my love.
Everyday I see you
Everyday I need you
Everyday I want you
Everyday you push me away
Everyday I cry for you
Everyday I hope for you
Everyday I prey for you
Everyday you look the other way
Everyday I reach out my hand
Everyday I listen for you
Everyday I Smile for you
Everyday you walk away
I open my eyes
And the sun shines
I look at the clock
And it's only seven o'clock
I roll over
And I'm all alone
I sit up
And your clothes are gone
I walk down the hall
And there is no sound
I look outside
And your car is gone
I feel sad
And wish you would have stayed
I sit on the couch
And wonder why you left
I hear a noise
And you open the front door
I jump up and smile
And you hand me coffee
I hugged you tight
And you knew what I thought
You kissed my forehead
And said you would never leave me.
This isn't about me.
You take my hand
But that doesn’t mean a thing
You just another man
You push me away
And then pill me close
Can’t you see that I’m afraid?
You tell me I’m the one
Then you tell me you’re done
All you do is make the feel fade
I’m always alone
Because you’re gone
All I want is a home.
I don't feel like this one is done, but oh well.
Freedom
Do you feel the wind?
The nice breeze on your skin!
It’s not everyday you feel this.
You only get this when
He feels like letting you
You’re lucky on those days
Do you smell the fresh flowers?
The ones growing in your yard
You planted those years ago
You have no idea how they live!
You haven’t seen them in weeks
You can see out your right eye
You are lucky for this
You couldn’t see of it yesterday
They gave been swollen shut for days now.
Your arms and legs don’t hurt like they usually do
This is the reason you take the chance and run.
Run far away!
You have friends close and he doesn’t know
You get free.
Confessions
Dressed to impress
But yet it was a mess
I have something I have to confess.
When I close my eyes
You’re all I can see
You’re all that this girl needs
When you leave
You’re all I can smell
How am I to tell?
Would you believe me?
When I say I can’t be without you
Without I’m so blue.
