Beside me

Beside Me

Beside me I see my future, my hopes and dreams
The person I want to be with the rest of my life
Still scared of how it all is going to end

Beside me I see a hero
Someone to help me with my fears
My pains, my struggles. To help
Me with my troubles.

Beside me I see a mind reader
This person that knows everything I'm
About to say. Everything I'm thinking.

Beside me I see someone that holds my future,
He holds what's in me in his hands.
he helps pick what's going to happen next.

Beside me I see the man I'm about to
Marry; spend the rest of my life with.
The man I love

In the dark

In the dark there you lay

cold as ice in the clay

wishing to see the day

one more time to

Breathe the fresh air

Not thinking you're really done

That you never get to see

Your family again. Never get to tell the

Ones you really love that you

Love them. Hoping they know

You didn't really want to go.

But you felt it was time and everyone

Was pushing you away like you wert

Wanted anymore. All your hate was building up

And you had no clue what to do. But you should had of

Though again before you took that gun and brought it to the end!

Cars

Cars!

On the road with no where to go.

The tears are at a never ending flow.

You wish you had somewhere to go.

You just had a big old fight

And you tried with all your might.

He said he was done

And how you had won.

You're just having too much fun.

Now you're driving fast

And the gas won't last.

A car tried to pass;

And you try not to laugh.

Cars are coming both ways;

You start to daze.

You hit a tree

And try to breath.

Nothing would come out.

Where are your where abouts?

Now you felt bad

For the fight you had.

You didn't get to say good-bye to that man,

That had asked you hand.

You hope he knows you didn't mean it

When you said beat it.

There is nothing you can do now!

Your last thought is gone!

I try

I try

I try to e-mail you but it wont work
I try to get a hold of you and it hurts

I try to get you off my mind but I cant
I try to tell my heart its over but it cramps.

I try to stop all the feeling I have for you, but it wont happen
I try to break free, but your love was the most powerful weapon.

I try to run to you, but i cant move.
I try to get my eyes to move from your way but there stuck on you.

I try to tell myself its over, but i wont believe.
I try to tell you good bye, but it makes me want to bleed.

I try to stop the tears, but its you in need dear.
I try to tell you your wrong for what you did,
that's why you drink so much beer.

I try to sleep once again, to get you away.
I try to bear the next day.

The end

Have you ever wanted to tell someone that you liked them

And they were the one.

The one that you thought about all night

As you laid there in bed

With the kind hearted music flowing

You wish they were there

So you could tell them how much you care!

Would you dare?

But you're to scared

To even talk to him

So they don't anything about you?

Does he even know your name?

What a shame!

Your graduation is in a few days and you may never see them again.

You really should begin.

You may even win!

But you can't get the nerve to even walk up to him!

What fun it could have been

You just lay there on your bed

With a never-ending flow to your head.

Today

Today

Today is the day that I tell you how I feel

The way I watch you from around the corner

The way I hide when your by

The way you make me want to cry.

Today is the day that I tell you, you're in my dreams

The way your arms are around me when i sleep

The way you kiss me oh so deep

The you whisper in my ear, ever so dear.

Today is the day that I tell you how I see you.

The way you have your hair

The way you take a dare

The way you melt in the air.

Today is the day that I say forget it, I'm to scared

The way your looks make me fear

The way your smile is so dear

The way your friends make you cheer

Today is the day that I tell you good-bye.

The way you don't act like I'm near

The way you make me want to lie.

Today is the day that I lost the one I cared about.

Untited

Love

Hate

Fear for that day

Pissed

Annoyed

No where to turn

Alone

No home

Where should you go

Confused

Forsaken

Maybe your mistaken

Blood

Rage

It all feels like a maze

Here

Gone

Hopefully its all a daze!

Family

i don't fit in

i stand out

but not in shame.

I am different

im not the same

they all are lame

They do things in there lifes

but i cant not blame.

I wish they would change.

I'm the only one out of the chain

but yet, i feel the same.

Misunderstanding

A misunderstanding blown up
like a knife thrown into the sky
It falls down and hits me in the heart.
It hurts so bad.
You don't know where to start.
Go re-read misunderstanding.
I don't need you here.
You hurt me
You mess things up!
You can go away misunderstanding.
You make enough fear,
to fill up the earth.
Why do you keep following me,
I dont need you Misunderstanding.

Nope

You think I'm sad

But I'm not.

You weren't a big loss

I haven't cared.

Like you think I did.

Your nothing.

And never will be.

A sad one.

Red in the face

Blue in the heart

Purple on the skin as

The world falls apart

Brown hair that is no longer attached

Pink nails that have been detached

She just couldn't reach the latch

He went to far

Now he'll be behind bars

This doesn't feel done.. but its good enough for now.

Waiting

Waiting

Waiting for you to change your mind

To change your heart

To change your thought

Waiting for you to come out and say what needs to be said

To say that you need me

to say that you love me

Waiting for you to realize that I'm here.

Realize that you don't need anyone else.

Realize that I am here for you.

Waiting for me to understand.

Understand that you won't change

Understand that waiting is a waste of time!

Love and hate

Love and Hate

I would rather loved then hated

I would rather my smiles burn on to someone's face than

My frowns make someone cry!

I would rather be a good friend,

Every person can look up to me

with confidents rather than rude, cold looks.

The proper function of a person is to love

Not to hate.

I shall not waste my time

Trying to be cruel to people

I shall use my love.

Everyday

Everyday I see you

Everyday I need you

Everyday I want you

Everyday you push me away

Everyday I cry for you

Everyday I hope for you

Everyday I prey for you

Everyday you look the other way

Everyday I reach out my hand

Everyday I listen for you

Everyday I Smile for you

Everyday you walk away

Untited

I open my eyes

And the sun shines

I look at the clock

And it's only seven o'clock

I roll over

And I'm all alone

I sit up

And your clothes are gone

I walk down the hall

And there is no sound

I look outside

And your car is gone

I feel sad

And wish you would have stayed

I sit on the couch

And wonder why you left

I hear a noise

And you open the front door

I jump up and smile

And you hand me coffee

I hugged you tight

And you knew what I thought

You kissed my forehead

And said you would never leave me.

This isn't about me.

Mixed up

You take my hand

But that doesn’t mean a thing

You just another man

You push me away

And then pill me close

Can’t you see that I’m afraid?

You tell me I’m the one

Then you tell me you’re done

All you do is make the feel fade

I’m always alone

Because you’re gone

All I want is a home.

I don't feel like this one is done, but oh well.

Freedom

Freedom

Do you feel the wind?

The nice breeze on your skin!

It’s not everyday you feel this.

You only get this when

He feels like letting you

You’re lucky on those days

Do you smell the fresh flowers?

The ones growing in your yard

You planted those years ago

You have no idea how they live!

You haven’t seen them in weeks

You can see out your right eye

You are lucky for this

You couldn’t see of it yesterday

They gave been swollen shut for days now.

Your arms and legs don’t hurt like they usually do

This is the reason you take the chance and run.

Run far away!

You have friends close and he doesn’t know

You get free.

Confessions

Confessions

Dressed to impress

But yet it was a mess

I have something I have to confess.

When I close my eyes

You’re all I can see

You’re all that this girl needs

When you leave

You’re all I can smell

How am I to tell?

Would you believe me?

When I say I can’t be without you

Without I’m so blue.